|| Wednesday, June 29, 2005

relaxed..

heya..

hmm..went back to pj this morning with joy and ali to get our cert..den..had an hour chat with our dearest mr siraj..hee..said a lot of stuff..meaningful stuff..

went down to sim with joy to settle her uni stuff..the sch looks not too bad..shld be a fine place to study in..=)

den..went to meet kolay at bugis..

well..told myself not to spend..but..hee..

bought a cap..a skirt and a bag..

enough is enough lena tan..hee..

gonna pei kolay to bugis tml again..she gonna get all her stuff at one shot..hee..

i'm not going to bring my cards..just gonna bring some cash..hee

rather pissed at somebody just now..but told myself to cool down..wat's the point in getting mad..rather disappointed though..

..sigh..

feeling hungry~

**[:: she whispered at 11:36 PM ::]**

heya..

hmm..havent been blogging again..so here i am..

came back from the wedding dinner..one that i was quite reluctant to attend..but do i have a choice?

elder bro flew our kite..he din go..so left my 2nd bro and i..

on our way there..bro got lost..turned round and round before finding conrad hotel..hee..but we were not late..

got there..saw my cousin..looked shuai sia..hee..nice guy..

not long when we got seated..

saw a group of ppl who were wearing thai costumes..and guess wat..they are my distant relatives..flew all the way back from bangkok..

think i saw one of them 4 years back in the funeral..

my bro and i had to greet them..and the first thing they said was i look like my dad..

i just gave them a smile in return..nice of them to still remember my dad..

my 3rd uncle said that they even went to pay respect to my dad..i was kinda touched..and memories came flashing in my mind..

something funny..when my uncle first looked at bro and i..he tot i was his gf..

omg~..both of us almost fainted..wat a joke..haa..

overall the dinner was fine..i mean..typical wedding dinner..wat more can i expect..

chatting with sean now..a guy whom i got to know thru te chingay parade..he was the ic while i was the 2nd ic..assisted me a lot..nice guy..he has many things in common with me..hee..

hmm..still not sleepy..but got to wake up early tml..gonna meet joy and ali to get our cert..havent been going back to college for some time le..shall look for siraj..haa..

*the courage*

**[:: she whispered at 12:42 AM ::]**

|| Wednesday, June 22, 2005

heya..

went mia for a week..i'm back~

lotsa things happened for the past one week..

i've finally packed my room..clean and tidy now..hee...

gotten myself a bag and a pencil case..left a water bottle to match my bag..

went sentosa for tanning as well..shall go at least one more time before sch starts..

the rest of the days..other than giving tuitions..have been at home studying and reading story books..

having ndp rehearsal tml..gonna help out as a motivator..guess it gonna be fun..hee..

thinking of going new zealand or australia in nov if time and conditions permit..

if not..somewhere nearer will be fine too..just wanna chill..

gonna start saving now..

wanna be independent..

sick and tired of ppl controlling me..

many things have been troubling me..

family :(

..well..used to it i guess..

which is tougher..washing clothes or ironing clothes?

just wanna get out of this 'box' if i'm able to..

friends =P

all of you have been very supportive..thanks thanks..

next wk --> afraid but looking forward..shld be prepared for watever outcome..

**[:: she whispered at 12:56 PM ::]**

|| Tuesday, June 14, 2005

P.I.S.S.E.D

just not really in the mood to do anything..

pissed and disappointed with lotsa stuff..

studies..people..family..

everything's not in the right track again..

joy was there to talk to me throughout the whole night till 4am this morning..

thanks girl..hope you're fine as well..

-feellikecrying-

-stopbeingafool-

**scream**

**[:: she whispered at 11:02 AM ::]**

|| Monday, June 13, 2005

heya..

before i forget..sat's out (18 june 2005)..steamboat @ marina..gonna meet at marina mrt station at 1730 hours..thanks thanks..

hmm..went shopping with joy last evening..well..supposed to be joy shopping for clothes..but ended up i was the one buying..

got one cardigan and a jacket..shant buy deniem jacket cos i just cant find any suitable one..

now i left a bag and a pencil case to buy..and my shopping should be done..yup..

think i've become a shopping freak..no matter where i go..i'll just start buying..

well..back to my bad habit..whenever i pissed or upset..shopping is the only way to make me better..at least for awhile..

was extremely pissed the whole of yesterday..

-sigh-

I SHALL BE INDEPENDENT!!

**[:: she whispered at 10:22 AM ::]**

|| Sunday, June 12, 2005

heya..

yawnz..

so tired..just woke up..lacking of sleep..having hangover i think..

met up with wk..yc..erza..sm..sig..ali..jh..joy..shit..

while we were having dinner..sig saw zn..wat the..

but luckily..he din see us..well..speechless..

after dinner..walked ard..went shopping for awhile..

got myself a lipstick..it's with shit..gonna get it from her tml..

den..went to aladdin..a new pub..

not a bad place actually..at least it isnt as cold as eski..

had a lot of fun over there..hee..

and i drank a lot..and guess wat..i did not get drunk..hee..not bad rite..

after 1am..left 6 of us..and we went to eski..

continued to drink..but at a slower rate..

den..we played number games cum truth or dare..

lotsa secrets were revealed..but they shall be kept within the 6 of us..if possible..

joy wasnt feeling well..so sig sent her hm..

4 of us started walking to esplanade..

on the way there..we talked a lot..they made me think a lot as well..they were just concerned..thanks peeps..

we took less than an hr to walk from tanjong pagar to esplanade..not bad rite..

the guys were tired so they took a short nap..

while kolay and i continued talking..had a very meaningful conversation..

halfway through the conversation..i realised i lost my earing..it is the earing that i wore for my prom nite..where did i drop it?

aladdin?..eski?..on the way to esplanade?

sigh..fateless..just wore it twice..

near 6am..we walked to the mrt station..and went home..

slept for 5 hrs..and i wanna sleep more..but i kinda hungry as well..shall go get something to eat..

gonna meet joy later at cwp to shop..see if i can get anymore clothes..

hmm..mood is rather down..lotsa things to settle..to plan..just dont feel like doing anything..

**[:: she whispered at 1:12 AM ::]**

|| Saturday, June 11, 2005

did a personality test about myself..



it's just so true~




Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.




The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.




Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.




The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.




What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.




Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

**[:: she whispered at 11:12 AM ::]**

|| Thursday, June 09, 2005

WeEeeeee...hee..went shopPing..=0

heya..

just got home not long..since both my brothers are not back..shall come online for awhile..hee..

big bro went dating..2nd bro has night duty..hee..

went to play 2 hrs of tennis this morning..

sprained my left wrist..rather painful..but shall leave it to heal by itself..

later..went to have lunch while mum called from bugis..and she reminded me of the wedding..

oh yar..i've totally forgotten abt it..she doesnt allow me to wear my black dress..so..got to shop for it as well..

met bang at bishan and we headed down to bugis..

after 3 hrs of shopping..got myself 5 tops and a dress..

the guys were my design consultants..

they helped to think of wat to wear for the wedding..and they banned me for buying mini skirt for the wedding dinner..

fine..so i got a slightly longer purple skirt..

well..thanks guys..=p

met su after that for dinner at v8 movies cafe..food was okay..but not the service..but we had a lot of fun there..hee..

then..went shopping again..the guys were so worried that i'll carry another few more shopping bag when i walked out of the store..so funny..

then..went back to cwp..to shop awhile more?..hee..

well..not going to get any jeans cos my aunt's buying for me..

and she giving me one of her notebooks for the time being..and when i somehow know wat kind of notebook that i really want then she will get it for me..anything actually..know nth abt it stuff..

don asking me for ktv on sun..eh..doubt i'll go..cos will be out late on sat..

besides..since i'm not getting the notebook now..my mum may consider to get me a digital camera..hee..

_____________________________________________________

notice for 03S13..

wanna apologise for the changes..cos the pits at yc's place are fully booked..so we gonna do away with the bbq..

however..gonna have dinner @ marina south..meeting @ 1700hrs @ marina mrt control station..*confirmed*

as for the plan in the morning..erm..i'm running out of ideas..so i seriously need you guys to give some suggestions..so msg me yah..thanks thanks..

**[:: she whispered at 7:22 AM ::]**

|| Wednesday, June 08, 2005

heya..

guess wat..i've rotted at home for 5 days already..oh man..

finally..gonna go out tml..yeah~

gonna play tennis in the moring with gene..xian and bang..

and they are going to accompany me to bugis to do some shopping..hee..

they dont really want me to go alone..gdgd..

hmm..seems like a lot of ppl wanna go eski after realising its existence..hee..

cant wait for sat to come..

*the sky is clearing..i guess*

**[:: she whispered at 4:12 PM ::]**

|| Tuesday, June 07, 2005

heya..

having a slight headache now..but it should be fine..

chatted with wk for 2 hrs last night..so long since we've chatted..

talking about lotsa stuff..well..people change as time goes..tat's gd isnt it..

and..wk is on abt sat too..great~..hee..

just chatted with ali..she's interested as well..really hope her mum will not object..

yesterday..had crab feast with my family..i still remember someone saying that he would have one with me as well..but..

guess it makes no difference to whom i'm having with yah..afterall..there wasnt any promise made..

gonna slack at home again..din manage to go for a jog yesterday cos it was raining heavily..hope i can jog today..

*life moves on.. ..even without you*

**[:: she whispered at 1:36 PM ::]**

|| Monday, June 06, 2005

heya..


nth to do..shall just come and blog..


last night..my cousin and his family came..din see them for more than a year..


they came over to give my mum the wedding invitation..


28 june 2005..gonna think of what to wear again..


gonna have family dinner tonight..


shall go jogging before that..havent been jogging for two days..feel so uncomfortable..


*my mind is in a mess*
-only you can sort out my mind-

**[:: she whispered at 1:16 PM ::]**

|| Sunday, June 05, 2005

notice for 03s13..


gonna have a dinner in town on 11 june 2005..tentatively meeting @ orchard mrt station @ 18oohrs..


programme goes on till next day..



msg me if u're interested yah..thanks thanks..=p

**[:: she whispered at 3:52 PM ::]**

|| Saturday, June 04, 2005

heya..

say i'm crazy..hee..

another sms woke me up at 4.30am this morning..

this time was si wei..he asked me out for a chat..

din really want to go out so early..but he insisted..fine..was waiting for me at my block..

took a bath before i went out..cos was still kinda sleepy then..

havent been chatting with him for quite some time..

chatted till ard 7am..seeing the sky turning from dark to bright..really nice..

havent been waking up early to see sunrise..miss those time..

den..walked to 768 to buy breakfast..was feeling hungry..hee..so full now..

gonna be another boring day i guess..

at least yesterday i had to give tuition..so was able to go out for awhile..other than that..slack..

think my mum's going overseas again..good or bad?..hee..

*dozing off*

hmm..shall go and catch some sleep..

yawnz..nite nite..haa..

^_going wild_^

**[:: she whispered at 8:06 AM ::]**

|| Friday, June 03, 2005

heya..

feeling rather tired now.din have a good night..tossing and turning on my bed..was supposed to be able to slp cos it was a long day..but..*dunnoe*

yesterday..

met shit..den went to have lunch at yishun..later..went to jon's place to play com games..and ended up i forgot the time..

reached yck 10 mins late..gene..xian and bang were waiting for me..

my coach was already there..settled some stuff and we started playing..was really fun..

we played for 3 hrs..and we played at the private court at the last hr..so tired after that..

took a bath..and we walked to amk for dinner..walked ard amk for at least half hour before deciding what to eat..faint..

took train back to admiralty..gene needed to buy something..so went to the supermarket..

and i saw zn's mum and sis..*shock*..we tried to avoid them..doubt they saw us..bang wanted to greet them..but..better not..

bang walked me home..on the way home..he told me abt zn..he changed..to an extent that no one can be bothered with him..

back home..was talking to yin chong while sigmund called..three of us had a conference..then i called joy as well..gonna have another outing yah..

joy..check your schedule and tell me k..

gonna give tuition at 2pm..tot of going for a jog after that..but..rather drained now..

just trying to find something to do so that i will not be staying at home all the time..

-stoning-

**[:: she whispered at 11:58 AM ::]**

|| Thursday, June 02, 2005

listening to: chi xin jue dui / li sheng jie

heya..

hmm..dunnoe if my han yu pin yin is correct not..but heak lah..i'm nvr good at it..hee..

got waken up by a msg again..this time is shit..she wants to meet me half an hour earlier..anything lah..

she say there's an exciting story to tell me and i gonna hear a whole string of vulagarities out from her later..her turn today..*clean ears*

talking about yesterday..argh~~~

damn freaking pissed..morning was good enough..afternoon was worse..wat the..

i seldom have whole string of vulagarities out of my mouth..but yesterday i really couldnt stand it man..

nag nag nag..
shut up and let me do my own stuff lah!!

even shit was rather irritated..but she said ' wat to do?..my mama oso lidat one..'

sian sia..i hate ppl to nag or talk craps when i know what i'm doing..
*pissed*

dont just try to be good to me when you need help from me..there's a limit..

ended up..i scalded my finger and broke one of my nails..i've left with no choice but to cut it..sob sob..

after everything's done..went to 768 to get a drink..soft drink and anything else..just needed to cool down~

both of us couldnt finish the drink in the end..hee..

sent shit to the mrt station..in any case she gets lost AGain..like in the afternoon..hee..den..went to xian's hse..

gene and bang were there already..saw vodka!!..miss him so much!!..havent seem him since before my A level..

gene and bang were playing ps2 while i was watching bleach..yeah..managed to watch 4 espisodes and they introduced me another animae..watched 5 espisodes of AIR..nice nice..k..i shall continue watching these two animaes..hope i dun get mixed up..hee..

den gene walked me home..he din want me to go home by myself though it journey back wasnt that long..thanks gene..he must be sleeping now..he hasnt slept the whole of yesterday..

gonna meet shit for lunch..den gonna play tennis with gene..xian and bang..cos i'm not having tennis lesson today as hide cant make it..gonna teach them some basic skills and we can start playing..yeah..next time can play with them..

a long day for me..but i like it..rather than staying at home..

^bleah^

**[:: she whispered at 9:22 AM ::]**

|| Wednesday, June 01, 2005

listening to: No tears in Moscow / twins

heya..

shall just blog till shit comes my hse..prepared all the stuff already..

was damn pissed off this morning with my mum..so i went out by myself instead of going with her..

on my way home..felt bettter..maybe i just wanted to be alone..

back home..she helped me to clear the stuff..get the things that i need..no comment..*relax*

she went out with her friends already..home alone now..

i really hope it doesnt rain till shit's here cos my mum hang some clothes outside..and erm..i dunnoe how to bring it in if it really rain..

shit..better be here before it starts to rain k..

hmm..waiting for a msg..
*how's ur results huh?*

**[:: she whispered at 1:18 PM ::]**

*-* the girl*

-lena-
-female-
-19-
-28 jan 1986-
-coloured rebonded hair-
-big black eyes-
-french manicured fingers-
-my heartwarming family-
-my beloved dad = i miss you so much-
-my dedicated mum = take care-
-my sweet-loving brothers = muackz-
-mr evil = you're lost in my eyes-
-NtU_nIe (edu) . Bachelor of Science-
-pioneer jc.cedar.admiralty.jiemin-
-odac.npcc-
-my everdearest piglets-
-pinky.sleepy.sweetie-
-angel.you you-
-my long-lasting chou chou-
-my always so cool brownie-
-ah xi.ah xin.ban na na-
-jazz dance.amore fitness centre.gym-
-tanning.tennis.manicure.pedicure-
-nBss.swisstotel merchant court.Og sales assistant-




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*-* her wants and wishes

^happy family^
^waiting for him^
^engagement ring in 2010^
^denim jacket^
^levis jeans^
^driving licence^
^digital camera^
^SE K750i^
^laptop^

*_just speak your mind_*

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Love is patient..love is kind..it does not envy..it does not boast..it is not proud..it is not rude..it is not self-seeking..it is not easily angered..it keeps no record of wrongs..love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth..it always proyects..always trusts..always hopes..always perseveres.. - corinthians 13:4~7 -